Sorry haven’t posted in a while. Just haven’t felt like it . What has happened in the past couple days. I failed my test I’ve been studying for so I have to retake it again next Monday. I’m still working 5am-2’s at work and I’ve found out I get to work midnight next week. And I went out two times this week so I’m even more broke. In other words, life is great. Happy tuesday
So I guys I can start talking about the girls in my life, present and past. Since I haven’t been using names (and won’t use names), they will be known by numbers. So my first girlfrien, I’ve known her since kindergarten. I never actually found her all that attractive, but I didn’t care I just liked making out. I was 18 years old, had never kissed a girl before, so this was awesome. I used to be the quite “good guy” for the longest time and I was alright with that. I didn’t actually really like her at all, she annoyed me alot but beggars can’t be choosers. I wanted to end shit early but I guess my “good guy” quality hadn’t left me yet. At some point before her I realized that to get girls I had to be a dick. I slowly turned in to my father, a sarcastic flirt. Girls seemed to like that, give them attention while playfully making fun of them. Anyways back to #1. Stayed with her for over a year, we took eachother V cards (her suggestion). After we broke up she went a little crazy. To this day still freaks out at me if I’m
kissing someone else around her. It’s been over 4 years, get over yourself.
Starting work at 5 am for a department store is too much. It is nice getting to leave work at 2 pm but you’re in bed by 830 ish anyways. Especially having three days off in a row and coming back to it, I don’t know how I woke up.
So Mondays I’m just going to use this time to talk about what happened over the weekend. So friday ended up getting really drunk with some of my buddies while bowling. Bowling is one of my favorite drunk pass times. When we were done, I ended up being a booty call in my drunk state. She picked me up and ended up at my place. Saturday studied for a bit at the University, had a nap , then started pregaming for the bar. We went to one bar, it ended up being a bunch of gay people (not that I have anything against them, just being groped by the same sex isn’t that cool). Oh by the way I’m a dude. We left after like 20 minutes we went on to the next. About 30 minutes after arriving, a girl I had been hanging out arrived. Long story short, she came home with me. Sunday was a homework/recuperating day. Am I a bad person for sleeping with two different girls in two nights. I would like to think so. I can’t help myself sometimes. I would never cheat on someone. I never have, never will. Happy Monday.
So I think fridays I’m going to talk about music. Just seems like the right thing to do while working. This is how fridays is going to work. I’m going to hit shuffle twice in my library to show you guys what my music selection is. Then pick a song of the week that I enjoy. The song might be super popular or you might never heard of it. Enjoy
Shuffle:
Jenny (867-5309)-Blink 182
Bad Medicine – Bon Jovi
Song of the Week:
Everlasting Light – The Black Keys
One of my favorite songs ever. It’s slow and and just a good song to listen to if you just want to chill out. It’s from the album “Brothers”. The whole album is actually great, tighten up and howling for you is also on the album. If you haven’t heard it make sure to check it out!!
Well I guess nor really school because I sit at home reading off my laptop (which is boring as hell). I got hired last Friday at a place that sells health insurance, so now I have to get my license to sell insurance. I don’t know if I have add or something but me trying to read 46 pages a day and doing 2 chapter end quizzes isn’t my idea of a good time. I have till next Friday to read everything (not tomorrow) and I’m already behind 4 days. So here we go.
I guess I should talk about the depression part of the name. When I was 12 I was diagnosed with clinical depression. So being a drunk on top of that probably isn’t the best thing. People you claim to be depressed off of what they read on Google pissed me off. Just because Google says it, doesn’t mean it’s true. I will get into my childhood in a later post. Posting stuff while at work isn’t the easiest thing to do.
Whoops. This was supposed to be the first post but forgot to save it. Oh well, it’s here now.
So starting my blog over. Everyone needs a fresh start every once in awhile right? Basically this is going to be a way for me to vent a little. I will try keep the content mixed. I will be talking about movies, music, my life and anything new I see in the news. If anyone ends up reading this, hope you enjoy.
So I’m thinking about trying to write on here everyday, with a different theme every day. Today is not going to count, just because it’s day 1 and I just started. Even with my 1 theme a day thing, if a rant comes on I will just post it.
drunk and depressed blog 